Ceou's "Empty" Journal, "Juhryhu's Stomach Soup"

I've finally had a decent day to clear my head! I walked back to Bree, failed to rob a guy, heard people plot against us, and even me myself.. It was terrible.. But then I dyed my hair black and started going under a Bree-landish persona, Alexa Thistlewool. Juhryhu still recognized me though. Found her in the back of the inn, getting into some sort of trouble with some stranger. After her 'friends' left, she asked me if I wanted to go with her to get something to eat. Didn't exactly know what to expect, but I went with her. We talked about different things on the way there. Why we remain alive despite hardship was one. I think she believes when she dies she'll go to some sort of grand afterlife as a stag. Personally? I don't really care to think about the afterlife.. Though, I have encountered a religious healer before, and he did fix an injury on my leg with some kind of religious words. But back to the day I had. Juhryhu and I ended up sitting on a large rock beside a lake. She, pulled a... Stomach of some kind out of nowhere and cooked it over a fire. (after doing some odd chant to her god or something. It was over my head). She tore the thing into and offered me half! Some.. Odd concoction of assorted meats, and internal organs. It was pretty difficult to eat without making a mess of myself! It tasted surprisingly good, but I'm not sure if the mess was worht it. Juhryhu didn't care at all, she devoured it like a wolf would a freshly killed elk. I ended up taking a dip in the lake and sleeping in an old sleeping bag that night.. Until Vlakha found us and woke me up early in the morning. Nearly killed him for it. Surprised Juhryhu didn't! She looked like she was about to! He warned me about the Watch, and said that they had expanded over the course of a day. I assured him nothing was wrong, the watch is mostly farmers with blades, not Rohirric war veterans. I ended up taking him to see the secret camp. Before we got there I felt compelled to turn back when I realized.. I haven't seen Blackbent in a week.. I hope he's alright.