Rensig and I had a fight. The bastard is too naive, thinks that we should get involved in every personal matter that springs up. It's not healthy or wise to pick a fight with everyone you meet. I don't know... He wants me to actually start living my life... Get a job, settle down, find a girl, all that crap... But I don't know. I doubt any girl would want a disgraced Gondorian captain like me... A coward who ran away from battle when his friends died. A man who now has no money or home or anything! I have only my honor... though to me, that's enough. I probably won't find a girl, but maybe I can save some lives on this trip northward. Keep that girl, Nacrissa, safe... Joran too. He may be a bastard, but he is my friend. Friends of mine are currently a commodity in short supply. I'm ready, but not everyone in that group has survival experience. I gotta make sure that they survive... even if I have to die in their place.
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Firen's Journal, Entry 3
Submitted by Firen on April 9th, 2013
