Diary of Fallidir: The pain of forgetting - entry two

~writen slightly below the previous entry Another horror filled night, of flashing images, before my very eyes, but when they were closed. This time it was from the past, flashes of my family, my freinds... but they were all dead, and rotten. A pile of corpses at my feet, the ones I could not save, the ones I loved... the ones I lost. It was most horrfying, and almost real, I could believe I could smell them all rotting and decaying... I woke up with cold sweat on my brow and a foul feeling in my stomach, so much so I retched. It was constant til my body could no longer throw anything else out of my body, I soon passed out again from exhuastion and again the horrific images filled my mind. When I awoke again it was daylight, and the smell of my last meal was begining to get out of hand. I tried to leave my bed again today, but my legs would not support me. So I was forced to drag myself along the floor to get water, and food... and I tried to clean up my mess from the previous night, with little sucess. My headaches seem to have disapeared for now, and I feel no pain from my head anymore, but to have them replaced with these horrid dreams, I wonder at the exchange. I write this again before I go back to bed, as it is night time again. I fear what my mind will show me this night...