I feel like I have been picked up and thrown into a world I have never seen before. It's not necessarily a bad thing per say, it just seems that so much has happened to me in the past few months. I thought I would never find love, in fact, I had hoped I would never find love. And now I am glad I have fallen in love. But I am afraid that something will happen to either one of us that I cannot stop and I will be alone. Of course I know I will be alone in the end of it all. When everyone is old and the light is fading, I know I will be alone. However, till then, I have friends and family.
Oh, I just went down a silly bunny trail, let me go back to what I was actually saying. I never expected to love someone who loves me back. In fact, I never thought I would have a ring on my finger. Ross, to my surprise, proposed to me, handing me an old ring. I treasure the ring to tell you the truth. I cannot tell you how happy I was when he proposed and of course I said yes. Funny thing life is, constantly throwing you into new places.
