New page in my life... new page in my diary too.
Who I loved more than my life became my past, Lord Amnis and me are not a couple anymore. Not because we did something wrong or hate the other one, just we can't love each other as before. That was the best what we can do, leave each other.
I went back to work at the market to help my father around his farm. I love to do it and I don't mind that all. I found a lot friend around the Gadreel House. They are still with me, around me. Ryga my dear friend, traveled back to home. I hope I will see him soon, I miss him so much. Nightcrawler is a good friend too, he helped me a lot and I hope I can meet with him again. There is a man... I just called him to The Animal, yes Trastan... very good one and I have to thank for what he did. My sister, Odile still works for Lord Amnis as his scout. Her decision and I don't mind, if she is happy with it. I could write down more names, but I think all of them knows that I love them so much.
*looks up from her diary and thinks a little, sighs a big one*
I need to write down something, I can't speak about it with others, but I can't keep it in myself too.
I met with somebody who I don't know so good. I don't even know him. Just his name and nothing else. However my heart knows a lot about him, maybe too much. I met him twice now, he was always well-timed. When I was depressed and I needed somebody to cheer me up, when I wanted to finish my past and start a new future.
When I see him, the world around me easier and I feel happiness in myself. His smile, his eyes, his arms around me... Makes my day better. I can't wait to see him again, that lovely stranger...
