Alright. So. What's been happening? Burlnard....I miss him. Not quite the same, but it isn't bad, either. No one cares anymore, and I don't have to feel loyal to anyone.
Meldiriell's safe. That's what matters.
She can't see Burlnard how he is. She can't grow up seeing that. But what path shall I choose for her younger years? Should she be a happy little girl?
...Should I train her?
It seems insane. But really, can she be perfectly happy? She'll see things she's not meant to see, and what I say now all changes how she'll be prepared. I'm tired of the tears.
Mylneth's staying here now. It's not to bad. She's interesting, very sweet. Poor girl.
I don't know what to say anymore. I guess I'll go hunt.

