The Forsaken Inn, The Lone Lands, March 19
Dear Nana
I have written to Ada, but I must send another letter to you, and hope that you will not share its contents with him. All is well with me, dear mother, and you must not fear for me; I lend my sword arm to the good people of Bree, but full war is not upon them yet, and I am not at great risk, at least not to my body. It seems there was risk of another sort in coming here, however. I have declared my love to a woman I have met here. She has not yet spoken in return, so it is not certain what will come of it, but I must warn you, and this is why I ask you not to tell Ada, that she is not of my class or background. I would say no more of her, except I know that you will think I have set my heart on an elf-maid, as I used to say I would when I was younger. It is not so. She is a Northwoman of common blood; I do not expect Ada to understand my choice, but I beg you to believe that she has qualities in herself that are more than worthy of my love, irrespective of her birth or family. I tell you this now by way of warning, as it seems likely that Ada will forbid me to return home when he learns of it; but you must say nothing, as nothing may come of it. My love for her is true, but she has not revealed her heart to me, and I dare not presume upon her acceptance. Do not think me disloyal, Nana, for I love my family above all else; but this woman is now as dear to me, and I would bring her into my family if she will have me. I know that Ada will not accept her, but in time he may be reconciled to my choice.
Your loving son, Deredan.
