day three. (11/05/2014)
Today it hit me the acts i have done the wrong i bare to much sorrow i bring to myself and them around me. i try to remain myself and doing so i lost it all.. i now leave indignation but here i record small events before it happened...
First.. the outburst at Harlyn.. she seamed to just not care... not even try to talk to me and understand my confusion she wants the job done not to feel her hearts wish if it was her heart at all she had for me.. Taala.. and the man from the house that name slips my mind.. they both talk of who i was.. a Rohirrim of honor.. of justice.. A man of Faldham... if my father saw me now id bring shame to him.. and clearly its time..
I leave my spear to the earth.. my javelin to my spear.. and my helm of the warden and shield as monument to Bree.. it broke me and i now live as a single man against the world.. i will either leave.. or try and start anew.. with someone who wants to see me tomorrow.. if news is sour.. bree will no longer hold a home for me.. and ill remove myself again from the people that live here..
Kaladen Hillman..
