Dear diary
I can now not hide that I am expecting a child, yet its only a weak sign of a growing stomach on me, its still hard to see it but yes..if you look closely you can see the clothes giving it away. its been now almost a month sincei was told about this and I must say that its still making me happy alongside with marrrying my love..Benjarmin.
I have now everything sorted out when it comes to the dress, now I need to find a place and me and Ben need to set a date so that we can start sending out invitations.
I spent some time with Sigfread, my brother by oath last night, telling him about my happiness and i watched as he was giving an oath to a noble's house. I must say that he is truley a lord now.
Days goes on as normal other than that...Ben is out on a travel again...but this time I know he will come back to me, he can not live without me and I can not live without him either....
