They are leaving today.
I hate this journal. The pages tear and the ink bleeds through but I should work more on my letters so I am using it any way. Mina will be learning and I want to teech teach teach her myself. This is stupid. Words make sense when I say them but writing them down is diffurent different. They do not look how they sound and I can barely read my handwriting. I hate this.
Many of my new friends are leaving today. They are going to the Misty Mountins Mountains on a job. I could have gone, but I did not want to go so far from Mina for so long. I am trying to be a better mother than I have been. And Mayrin has started lashing out at me again and Harlyn is back, so I do not want to leave Mina alone when they are around. So I am staying here.
I do not really know who all is going. I guess it will be a matter of who I do not see around for a while. I will try to help keep things in order here, I guess. I will hope for the best for everyone going on the trip. I really hope they packed enough bandages and supplies for stitching up injuries. I hope someone there knows how to do stitches. So good luck, everyone. Even though you are not going to see this. Do not come back with any infected injuries. I will kill you myself if you do. Or if you come back dead. I will kill you again if you come back dead.
