So much sorrows... this last they´s have been full of sadness and tears. I feel like I falling apart of all this. Without my friends I probably had fall already.
When I saw Anadryt´s face after he drop´s the new about his hometown it felt like every happy feeling was gone in side me. I have never seen a man that sad and shocked. I wish I never have to see that again. All this dark feelings have taking hard on my body. Last evening my shut down and I collapsed in the Pony. Lucky Rhia was by my side and took care of me as I could not breath. After that night I did not feel like the same person any more I tried to talk to people but I turns out I just get worse so I ran off to a other place to think on my own. I miss all my friends already but I need to do this.
I hope I can get back to Bree soon.

