It really has been a long road with this one. Lhiam, as he is called now, has been.. Here and there. I'm never really sure what to call him anymore. Friend? Beau? Suitor? Inamorato? Or is he a lost cause?
I'm not sure who he is supposed to be now - he really isn't a great actor, in all honesty, and I am surprised he's been able to remain incognito so long. There have been two instances when I thought I was done with him, and many times when I thought he was dead.
I still don't see the appeal of the Bloody Dawn, but he seems tethered to them. And who am I to pull him away from what he enjoys? He enjoys it, and that's fine. I just wish I could see him more often. Or, ever..
I really do miss Lhiam. But I have to ask myself if he's to inconsistent to put all my hope into. He's too nice for his own good, sometimes, but to ask him to even be around me seems selfish.
