A wedding and a change of nature

The day of Rhianonn's wedding is upon me. 
I still dislike crowded places for they make me feel too unsettled.
I am going with Rothrian at my side, which is good. She taught me not to fear people but to hold them close to my heart, especial those I care about. I always thought that I needed to distance myself from my friends to keep them safe, but I see now that I harm them by doing so. Make them worry about me and pull them into the danger I am heading into myself.

This wedding is going to prove everyone I am no longer that lone man who always acted so coldly to keep people away from him. I no longer want to be that man. 
However, I know that with time there will be need again for that man, and when that need comes he shall return.... But for now I like being who I always wanted to be. A normal man.

There is still one thing that bothers me. 
A few days ago a friend of Rothrian was attacked outside the west gate bank in Bree. This happened not long after a letter came for this girl. 
Caithrin is her name and she is a very kind and calm person. I can not think why anyone wishes to attack her but if it wasn't for Roth and myself being close to the place she was attacked.... She would have been dead now. I fail to trail the attacker for I was to focused on saving the woman's life. I hope the wedding will proceed without any problems. Not only for Rhia but also for her soon to be husband Anadryt.
He is a friendly and cheerful fellow who has a good set of brains. I know he and Rhia shall be very happy together and will accomplish many good and great deeds together as well.
I will keep my gear close on the day of the wedding. If that attacker shows up to cause harm I will personally see to it that his life ends there.

Nobody ruins the big day of someone so important to me!
This, I swear an oath upon....