It seems so long since we sat out on this journey..I've been through alot already..From Brigands ambushes to orcs raidning our camp night after night before the elves came and drove them away..in where I was injured again and passed out but someone had tended to my wounds and they have healed up now..
I miss home..and Argric but I need to do this as well.. but then why do I feel like a complete stranger amongst the others? Is it becoase Im from Rohan? I know that there are Dunlenders and elves in the company.. the only one that really talks to me is this other girl from Rohan..Rothrian..when she is not occupid with something else and then there is this other girl..Mina I think they call her..she seems alright as well as Fiontann..but the rest I m not sure about what they think of me..perhaps I am a bit of a lone wolf..seeking my solitude sometimes..as I have the feeling that I am an outsider.. like I does not belong here..Not belonging in this company norin these parts of Arda where we are now..perhaps I should get back to Snowbourn as soon as possible if I return after this trip..
Its all quiet in the camp..the fire is out and everyone is asleep apart from me..There is a slight chill in the breeze..a breeze that might blow me on a path I might not return from..if such..I have lived my life as good as can be as to the words of lady Wulfreda.. who I miss dearly..but she had her reasons to as to why she had to hide.. The days in Snowbourn..so far they seem now..
So am I an outsider? Yes..I am..hardley noticable by anyone..perhaps it best so, so I will pass unnoticed when we settle in for the nights, after all I've been alone for most part of my life.. only time I do not feel like an outsider is when I am sleeping or with Argric..
Why sleeping? Its then I can dream about me and my fiancé..a life far from all this where its just me and him.. and then its obvious why when I am around Argric.. He makes me feel free and unchained..he loves me and have since we were young..
The dawn is getting nearer..I need to sleep a bit more...who knows if the war cry of Sn owbourn have to be sounded again soon..
