Dear Diary,
[D] Why am I so stupid?... Why do I embarrass myself so much? Why am I doing nothing but bringing myself shame and heartache? Why do I do this to myself?
[D] Questions I will never have an answer for.
[D] Why didn't I leave Dale sooner?... why did I ever let myself stay and take on my father's abuses? Why is it that I run when things go badly?...
[D] I've been taught to do nothing but live in fear...
Because of my father, I know nothing but living in fear.
Because of my father, I am too afraid to do anything else new and different, even what others find as enjoyable. I wholeheartedly blame my father for what he did to me.
[D] Because of that bastard, I refuse to return to Dale.
[D] Because of that asshole, I may never know what it is like to live without fear, without hatred, without hurt and sadness and despair...
[D] ... I need to go.
- Bretthera
