Today started out alright, though it ended a bit rocky.
I finally told Eordion that I loved Corrben, and couldn't be with him anymore. I felt as if I was lying to him and to myself. I kept telling myself that I was happy, and writing in my journal that I was happy. I definitely wasn't though, no matter how hard I tried. Surprisingly, I'm really content with this. I'll miss Eordion, but we didn't seem to get on as well, It didn't feel as right as it did with Corrben.
Ealbrand is happy for me, surprisingly. And we got a huge surprise today, when Frygar randomly showed up! He must have followed Ealbrand from home. I don't know how long he's staying, but I hope he decides to stay here for a while. Ealbrand asked me when I would be going home, and I didn't know how to tell him that I didn't plan too.
Corrben is stopping by tonight. I'm excited to finally get to talk to him, without him having to be dragged away for work. I had a lot of time to think today, I decided to use the plants I had been using for paint and actually make them into paint. It's a long process, but it's definitely worth it. My paint is absolutely better than that cheap dry stuff they sell in the market, and I will not be convinced otherwise!
