She was sitting on her bed in a house...in a house which wasn't her own one. She had her room there and a warm bed in it with a good company. What else would she need?
She filled a mug with some red wine, took a sip of it and opened her diary again...after a long time.
"So I'm back here. Living in a house around Bree. In a house of my good friend, Fiontann. He was surprisingly so kind with me after I left him a long time ago. To be honest I'm surprised by myself too.
It's hard to close your past and start a new future, but I think this time I found something special to live with. I spent some weeks here by now and I want to stay. I promised to my friend that I will fight by his side, that he can count on me anytime and that I won't go away again. He helps me to practice my fighting skills and to be able to stay alive in the future.
I learned how to calm my mind, how to concentrate on my goals and actually how to make my heart beat again."
She would close her diary after these words and takes another sip of her wine. Moves out of her bed and fills another mug with wine, brings it to him in the other room of the house.