[Haradric writing in a small book]
Strange. I am a victim to prejudice. People see me weak.. But why do I not see myself as such? Is it because I know of the experience I have been through in my past or am I not thinking straight?
This man, this.. Seaward. He looks bright enough to know when to take a joke. Mirida has grown a liking in the man, I have felt that because I almost had a foot up my behind when I pointed something at Seaward. The best thing was that they think, that I think, that they are making love with eachother. Should I care?
It is great to see Crow again. He reminds me of Silver. I have been counting the days since she departed and it seems like a lifetime ago already. Should I already start accepting the risk she took? That she might be dead? I could know, I was hit by an arrow on my way north. The exact way she went. She could've been killed and looted for days now or worse.. Eaten. My heart can never tell if there is a chance for someone to come back or to be alive.. Maybe it is because i'm afraid to be wrong?
In the meanwhile Vanden and me have become good friends. I see something alike in the man, it amuses me. He's an interesting fellow who is skilled in breaking the law along with his trainee and many others. Should I go this path? Many riches, yes.. But is it worth it? What if others found out? What if I got exposed? It's good we are but planning things and not actually committed any crimes yet, or should I say that I didn't?
I have grown a deep liking in Briony, the woman has been harassed by the drunks and by the criminal I encountered for her beauty but I can clearly see a troubled mind who needs guidance and she needs to know that people want to see her smile. I tried to offer her a tip. It was a big sum.. I know.. She didn't accept it because she was so stubborn to do so but my intentions were good. Does she know? I should take a step back, I don't want to become the criminal they put in jail and become some sort of stalker that, like the one convicted, stalked her home and offered her coins to help her.
I'm afraid this convict might do something else. I know he's not done, I know Owena and Briony aren't going to be safe.
But should I? Should I take a step back? I don't want to love the wrong woman again.
How quick she was, the brown woman on her steed, not thinking of what she left behind but what was in front of her. A mistake? Or was it a sign to move on for the ones left behind?
