[Words in Westron on the sixth page]
This night I was watching the ruby. I still have one to remember resting on my hearth and I kept watching it. Do you remember them? I tried to win you over with them. I was such a fool at the time. We had barely met and I threw you jewels and a heart! I was wondering what would've happened if you said yes. If you did accept my foolish love at the time. If the jester did not come in your life. Would I have greeted you as a lover when I came for my 'Sweetened sweetness' cakes you specially held on the side for me? I haven't visited the Bakery since I got back
Eldryssa does not know why I came looking for you. I told her it was simply because I wanted to save my friends..
You were a weak spot and earned a place in my heart. After the refusal you did not gossip with the other girls. You did not try to embarass me, no. You greeted me with open arms as if nothing happened and all was good. Silver was drinking her tea and heavens.. I disliked your tea, Owena. I like tea, I really do but I had to act as if it was something I never liked so you wouldn't feel bad. That aside. You accepted me back and from that moment I knew I did not deserve you as anything more than a friend.
I never found you nor did I find Briony that night. Only 'Him' who I dare not write about in this diary any longer. I hope you escaped and that you are on your way back. Ofcourse I will comfort you and aid you to regain your strength and smile. And perhaps someday we'll greet each other there once more in the bakery while I stand next to Silver in her chair and while you will try to do multiple things at a time which was a funny sight to watch.
Are you lost, perhaps? Somewhere in the North? The East? Moving away further and further from your home? From your friends?
Eldryssa and I are reunited finally, we are hoping for a future to leave behind all the trouble. We will not flee. We will always be there in Towerglan on the other side of the hill. If you see my chimney breathe dark clouds do come knock on our door. After all you are most welcome to join us for dinner and if you are reunited with this 'Loakee' then perhaps I can finally start to befriend him over supper.
We will wait for you. You and Briony.
After all. You promised me more cake.
