The Diary of Fallidir: In doubt

~Dated 1st of August I am tired of living in a place where there are so many people willing to try and kidnap, and or kill the innocent. I met a lass the other day, pregnant none-the-less who was attacked to get a ransom from her. I mean what kind of sick,twisted people would do such things. I wonder if continueing to help the sick and injured here is really the right course of action, who knows who I may help, I do not want to know. But then there are those good people who may need my help after all. I do not know what I should do, I still feel the sting of my hand even still, hopefully that will serve as a reminder that heroes get killed more often than the rest of us... but someone had to save that lass...