Entery Nine, Dated 11th September, The Third Age of Middel Earth
I fear this may be the last Entery in this jourmal. A bold plan has been formed to end the war in Evendim, and I have taken it apon myself to lead a small group into Annuminas to face the Captain of Angmar and destory him.
My daughter and another elf called Imrial have remoulded my face to make me look different from what I normally look like. I must say, they have done a great job, however, I have seen this face before...The face I know bare is the face of the Easterling that killed my mother...!
I left the Pony in angar towards Lenwenn and Imrial...I regrat that I did not say goodbye to them, but I think they will join me in the attack....As for Lenwenn....I fear I left her troubled, and prey that she will forgive my outburst.
Being home did not smooth my shame of this face. I opened the windows and let the cold storm air blow inside...I huddled into a conoar and let the fear setting into me. So many dark thoughts, and so many lives hung on my shoulders once again. I needed a moment to brace myself, but the painting of my mother unsettled me greatly.
Lendes came home. She saw the windows open and she made her way inside. She had her hands over her stomach to protect ou Unborn, and I do not blame her. She ran to my side and offered me some calming and restoring words. She always gave me a picture to anchor myself to hope.
I write this now outside in Bree, I am taking a horse into the Shire and heading to Evendim from there. This entery will be sent home and placed into my growing thoughts, I prey Lendes will not look at this, I have done more damage already.
It is time. I have not told anyone that this would be the end battle, for I myself might have to give my life to stop this war, I do not want to, but I fear I may have to. I have a family waiting for me, and I will not give up, I will not let my last breath leave my body in that city! I will find the Captain, kill him, and return home to a life of peace.
If I am to fall, then I shall fall with Courage and Honour in my mind, and Lendes's name on my lips, and Lessel, Lenwenn and the Unborn in my heart before the end....
Entery Nine, Dated 11th September, The Third Age of Middel Earth
