Bloody,bloody Children!
*the words are written crudly and scribly* Children are worth the wait yes, two of my own that is. Me and my husband! Husband....never thought i'd be able to call someone that. Nor did I honestly ever want to, but things change. As well as people. I'm just glad this soddin' run of bad luck has finally worn off. For now atleat!! But I don't really see why I should complain..maybe i'm just being selfish, but being pregnent is a bore. Seventh month and the days get slower and slower with my love at work and friends buisy. The floor tiles are counted and the house clean, dinner made and body washed. I just learnt how to write. A bit iffy on it still, hence each of these bloody words take me a whole minnute to soddin' write! ACH! But again..I should not complain, it's keeping my mind off of how horridly lonely I am here by myself. And how horridly long these days are being.
I tried to take a walk to visit some friends of mine...two love birds. But I could not make it, fell before I even made it past the gate infront of our house. I did not have the energy to get back inside so I just sat and tended to the flowers. How beautiful they are infront of our house, purple and...well actually just purple. But that is fixable enough!! I find myself sitting here trying to write this to get my mind off things..to pass time till I hear the footsteps that make my heart bounce and my lips curl into that goofy lovin' smile I have. Pathetic really...how I act sometimes around my love. But I dont really care anymore. I'm just happy I have him, what I do, I do and it is done. So I really should not be complaining. But....I find it hard not to. For whatever reason.
