Mithanor

Tis all good. Mithanor, my love in the next room of our quarters at Imladris, so fair and perfect. I intend to keep her company as long as I may. I am thankful now, that I have been granted duty leave for a short time as requested. For even a day without her is almost unbearable. How much I miss her, tis a weakness like no other.

So this is what it feels like. This is the emotion I have been yet to feel for so long. This is what it's like, to have someone to love, care for and never let go. This is the very feeling I have shunned so many times, convincing myself it was worthless and without meaning. Now I see. It is amazing. A perfect, valuable dream that you are a part of for eternity. O, how perfect it is, the way she shines when I see her, how she makes me smile, constantly. How when I see her, my heart glows and its hers, it always will be.

Duties afore hearts.. Tis a notion I have always lived by.. However now; the heart glows brighter for another; than the satisfaction of my occupation. I continuously told myself the life of a family was not for me.. After my Fathers death and the Sailing of my Mother, I convinced myself that nothing would get in the way of my job. I was to be a Glandir, and nothing more.

Has been many moons since I have put pen to paper. Alas, now so much has happened, it seems only adequate to do so. At last, I walk the familiar paths of my homeland, stiding purposefully between the flets of Lothlorien. It brings joy to my heart to be in a place that means so much to me. The journey was swift and completed perfectly. The trip was as expected, departing from Imladris. The Gap of Rohan - as predicted - was blocked, therefore we had to walk the treacherous paths of Moria. Much to the disconsent of myself, Andarne and Lady Mithanor.